I have to have some control of my emotion these days. I am too stressful over the death of all Mimi's babies. I have used all my time to accompany her to make her happy, I thought I will be okay after that, but I was wrong, I am still very stress. Other than the death of the pups, I am stressful over my work, apartment, stinky tenants and my new car. I miss my mini-van so much, I am still trying to adapt to the new car.
I am really regret to rent a room to China people, I thought I need people in the house to warm it up a bit, but it is not what I expected. They make me burn and explode; they bring me smell, dirty laundry, smoke, ashes, dirt, and many problems. They walked around the house so many times and brought a lot of stress to the pregnant Mimi, this in turn caused the death of all her babies. She was very panic whenever this fellows walked past. She would carry one baby around in her mouth and bite very hard whenever she saw them. The bite caused the babies' internal organs bleed and eventually died after struggling for a couple of days.
Sorry I can't make myself to type anymore...it's a very sad experience.
